A Soldier's Battle

to my forces :

I kept my silence.. I kept quiet.. and still bullets are being fired at me.. I did my part.. I did some explaining to fellow soldiers..I went to court marshal and defended my self about the battle I engaged but now their a bit against me... But i never complained.. still Im the silent soldier that i am..

Before some of the other soldiers who supported me in this fight believe me and know the reason why I threw the grenade.. It was pure defense.. You shot me a few times but still I fought along your side..The bullets went straight to me but still the blood didnt flow perhaps it was not meant to flow.. It will never... But that dawn when the enemies attacked the camp.. I was shocked that your with them shooting bullets against me.. I looked around me all the other soldiers are occupied.. They cannot fight.. I dont know why.. But still I managed to make the battle silent.. I put the silencer on my gun.. Still I cannot fight back..its not enough.. maybe the silencer lower down the effect of the bullet i fired.. and then.. it was time to retreat.. i tried to avoid the battle on both sides and instead of shooting bullets a peace talks would do.. as the leader of your new platoon i thought you will listen.. i thought you understand why i shot back.. and still right at the table where we are doin the agreements.. you shot me right in front of me.. i never think that would happen.. for i thought u know my reason.. you never asked me why... but then you still pulled the trigger.. i was alone in the room.. all of them belongs to your platoon.. i tried to run back for cover and still you shot too many.. my gun is empty.. my riffle dont have any single bullet.. i looked at my belt i only have one grenade.. my last piece of defense.. my only hope of staying alive and only thing that i can use to avoid my blood to flow.. i threw it on the floor.. it exploded.. but hey it was never meant to hurt you.. it was just pure smoke.. it was meant for you to see what i felt that way.. after i threw it i tried to come after but instead you still fired some bullets left on your gun..i ran away but the smoke followed me..

after running for a few miles still the smoke was with me.. i was surprised to see who whos running towards my direction.. familiar faces who are all geared up to fight back but instead i pushed them back and told them that "please just push smoke away from me" .. they never know that i went to that battle alone.. they never know.. they were anxious why.. I just said.. "I never meant to fought back".. and they believe me.. they knew how badly i would like to fight alongside with you.. they know how sorry i am on throwing that grenade.. i never want to hear from them a word saying that im right on throwing that grenade.. i never did.. i even sent a letter to your camp saying it was never meant to happen.. i still want you on my team.. but you refused.. and still you never heard anything from me..

as days has passed.. im trying to put the battles out of my way.. coz i know the battle cry will never be the same again.. you have you own battle cry.. but for me.. my silence is enough.. eventually a new battle cry will be brought to my fight..

the battle has subside.. the bruises has been healed.. i managed to get my comrades to continue some fights we had been engaged before.. we made our plans.. we did some survey on the maps.. we checked our resources.. we gather information on what is to expect along the trail.. in the end we have our battle plan.. all along we never think that this plan has been passed out from the meeting room it was pure and deem classified.. but then i found some notes along the way leading to your camp.. it was not the same as what we have planned but there are a few things that are somewhat related to the exercises and training that we did.. i suspected but still kept silent.. i tried to get the opinions of my fellow comrades about what i saw.. we all agreed that it has nothing to do with anyone.. it was random information that might have been a lot similar to ours since we all have the same training.. but then again.. another piece of paper has been found on the same spot.. this time it was detailed.. detailed in the sense that all the trails we will take are listed there.. our prints are all over the paper.. we then agreed that the plans are being passed around.. we look around and confused because the rooms and windows are closed.. how come it slipped out? we did investigations on our part.. we even asked each other if we managed to discuss the plan to anyone.. but everyone said no.. so we all agreed that lets just make this as classified as it could be.. after a few hours another info got slipped out again.. this time it wont get that easy.. we closed all doors and call everyone for countout.. but on soldier was missing.. we tried to look for him and run as fast as we could.. then his trails was going to your camp.. it was then found that he is the one who threw the paper along the way.. we tried to get to him but instead we accidentally took the mission paper away from a familiar face.. a familiar face who i fought alongside before.. i think we hit him as we grab the thing away from him.. he was hurt as we saw his face.. i tell you my comrade it was not meant for you.. it was meant to find out who the traitor is... as we are concerned about future missions even not related to us.. i care for you my fellow soldier.. if i can payback ill take a bullet for you.. thank you for sharing our water when we are both thirsty walking alongside.. thanks for the bullet you asked me to fire even though theres no chance of winning that battle..

but then its all over.. i have been silent all along.. i will keep it that way..

every battle has its own reason.. i guess that battle happen as a wake up call that i should have never had fought that battle all along instead it should have been a training exercise who eventually became a warzone.. i never have regrets.. the trails that we have passed by will be washed up by the rain.. the bullet shells will eventually be buried under the soils.. the fumes of the guns will fly away together with the wind.. but still you will never hear my footsteps..

you have your own journey now and im starting my own.. eventually our troops will cross our paths again.. dont ever think that i will shoot a bullet towards your way.. maybe at least not the first to fire.. i never had iniated a battle out of nothing for i know the rules of engagement.. and will never be.. the respect will be there as we have been trained on our codes.. during those days..

once again.. i will keep my silence.. and it will be that way... ill take all the bullets you fire towards me but my blood will never flow.. it will never..


and for you my fallen innocent soldier.. it was never meant for you.. you will be always be remembered wherever battles i may go your words will always be remembered.. as they had made me a better soldier.. i would never ever fire against you.. the reasons has been said i hope you understand.. but then its still your will.. ill share my victory cigar with you if you want to...

to my superiors this is not meant for you to remove me out of court marshall but to enlighten you of what my reasons of actions... i will never had a bad heart why you succumbed me to convictions ..

to the soldier who betrayed us.. we have given the warning.. this time we fight on our own.. we lost our confidence on you.. its too late to apologize..

to my new fellow soldier... you will be taken care of.. just fight at my side.. and do ill my best to defend you.. *operation RESPECT*...

to my comrades.. thats for fighting with me.. ill fight for you mates.. you know that.. it will never change..


PRIVATE SILENCE

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New Nurse In Town

This post is to Congratulate my cousin Elma Mae M. Barcelo for Passing the Licensure Examinations for Nurses.. results came out last July 24, 2008.

All those sleepnights has now come to a sweet end.. All the headaches will now be filled with joy awww... ehehe..

Congratulations also to others who passed.. and for those who didn't make it.. it's not yet the end of the world.. you will have this as we have said.. In his own time.. trust in him and everything will be fine.. just believe in yourself and strive harder next time.. dont forget to pray.. it definitely helps..


ME AND RN.RM (nice pics) ahahah